its been a very long time since i wrote about hamza & huda...
om march 12th 2012 at 11:25am my son Hamza passed away.............
its almost been 8 months since he passed away but it seems like it happened yesterday.....
i miss him sooooooooooooooo much......he was the love of my life and there will be no other like him.........the pain of losing Hamza is unlike any pain i've felt and will ever feel......it comforts me alot knowing that he doesnt have to go through the pain he used to go through...weather it was cold showers in winter when he was running a high fever or him being poked over 20 times to get a vain, or watch him cry as he was seizing.........but that doesnt fill the hole that he has left in my heart.....

Huda on the other hand is doing fine.....when we ask her where Hamza is she says in heaven! randomly she will say that Hamza is playing.............

Oh and im pregnant again! im 11 weeks as of today!  im extremly scared this time around and so depressed.....Hoping and Praying the baby is healthy! need lots and lots of prayers from all you guys......please do keep me in your prayers....thanx for following Hamza's journey...will continue to update about Huda..........